tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5738196709941914091.post8344012522554022890..comments2023-03-21T04:48:03.891-04:00Comments on My Wonderland and Other Infinite Possibilities: EmotionlessJanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00197744845657417573noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5738196709941914091.post-20447484547934043362011-04-21T12:31:24.482-04:002011-04-21T12:31:24.482-04:00Here from GITW. I'm sorry that you had to hear...Here from GITW. I'm sorry that you had to hear the sounds of the doppler coming from next door at your doctor's office. I wish I had a recording of my baby's heart too. If I'd known just how little I would have left of her I would have tried to keep every last little scrap.<br /><br />I was also prescribed Zoloft very soon after I lost my daughter. I'm not sure if it was responsible for the very strange dissociation that I felt for quite some time after or if that was attributable to the shock and grief that comes with losing a pregnancy and a child unexpectedly. You've described it perfectly, functioning but not quite human. <br /><br />I'm sorry for the loss of your beautiful twins, Alice and Drake. It is all still so very recent and raw and I wish I had something, anything to offer by way of advice. Just . . by any means necessary, I suppose. If you feel the Zoloft and the therapy help, grab on to them.Catherine Whttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01618295389400457254noreply@blogger.com